It's Tuesday. It's snowing.

Midterms suck.

I didn't realize how hard AP classes would be. My senior seminar class is even hard. I don't know. This year is just soo much more work than it seemed like it would be.

I sent in my Seton Hall application and Ms. Haffner said she was mailing out my transcripts and letters, but I got an e-mail from SHU saying they recieved my application but they need the paperwork. I keep meaning to talk to her about it but I don't even know why I haven't. I'm so freaking forgetful and I have this terrible soundin cough. I think it just comes down to I'm not taking care of myself. I'm really not. I don't know. I'm just such a burnout.

I can't wait for spring. The snow is gorgeous but the dark, cold days are getting to me. I was talking to Megan the other night and we noticed how our friends are in hibernation. It's really strange for us to not see each other for more than a couple days, but it's been like that lately. Megan just got back from her vaca to Mexico, so I was telling her how I missed her and we hadn't seen each other for like a week. That's when we realized our friends haven't been getting together as much as usual. I don't know. I see Mikey all the time, and Matt sees Britt, and Megan sees Liora, but we don't see each other. Hahaha. Our family is out of wack!

Speaking of wack, I'm about to watch The Wackness. :) I love Netflix days. The mail comes around 2, so when I get home I get to check the mail and opening that box and seeing wonderful movies inside makes my day. This movie has Ben Kingsley, Josh Peck and Mary Kate Olsen. Weird combo, but Ben is the therapist, Josh goes to see him. Josh is a dealer and pays Ben in bud. MaryKate is Josh's friend and Ben ends up falling for her? Soooo this should be interesting.

Listening to: We're Going to Be Friends, White Stripes.

Bestiesss!

I'm going to dedicate this blog to my bestest friend Maddie. Madalyn April is an amazing girl that brings so much sunshine into my life. I feel that I do not appreciate her as much as I should. We've been through a lot of changes together and even though certain things have come between us, our friendship remains intact.

Maddie moved a lot while we were in middle school and now that she dropped out I don't see her much. However, I talk to her every day and I don't know what I would do if I didn't have her in my life. She has the greatest mind and I love being able to say whatever I want to her.

Our conversations are far from normal. We get into serious hardcore talks about life within the first five minutes we see each other. I love that about her because a lot of times when you talk to someone you waste fifteen minutes just joking around and seeing how they're doing, but not actually discussing anything worthwhile. We do not do that. We hope and dream and make ridiculous plans.

Today:

Maddie's text at 1:51pm- "We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give."

It reminds me of you.

I posted a survey on Myspace that asked a question about waking up scared and I said that once I woke up in Williamstown next to Maddie when I thought I was home and it scared me.)

Maddie:lol please! waking up next to me in williamstown isnt as crazy as captian majestic staring me down until i fell asleep haha.

Maybe that doesn't make sense to anyone else, but I laughed as soon as I read it. Also, everyone loves their best friend and I understand that. I just felt the need to blog my love out. Hahaha.

WINGS GAME TOMORROW!! whatsgood?!?!

AYO!

I do not understand why all week I wait for the weekend so I can be free and go out and do whatever I feel like when once it's the weekend all I feel like doing is sleeping. Hahaha.
So last night I was taking my friend Murph to the store and when he got in the car his door wouldn't shut. The same thing happened to me yesterday morning and I ended up being late to school because of it. So I had to drive all the way back to my house with Murph in the back seat holding the door closed while we were driving, It was ridiculous. What was even more ridiculous was the way we fixed it was by blowtorching the door latch things. The whole situation was just very silly.
This morning I rolled off the couch to go to crew at 9 AM, which is not fun. I usually end up getting to crew at 10 or 10:30 just because it's so hard for me to get up in the morning, but I was doing good this morning. I got up and got out the door and it was only ten after nine. My door closed fine, and everything was going good. I started my car and figured I could just go since the school was literally like 3 blocks away from where I was. I started to back out of the driveway and my car stalled while I was in the middle of the road! I was so nervous that a car would come by I tried restarting my car and it was not working. I finally put it in neutral and pushed it back into the driveway just so I was out of the road. I could not believe it. After trying to restart it a few more times, I called my dad. He told me to try starting it and while I was turning the key pump the gas really hard and fast. Thank goodness that worked!
I ended up getting to crew at 9:30. Hahaha. It doesn't seem to matter to me because there's never that much to do for props on Saturdays, but whatever. We took all of the props out of the inside closet and ended up putting them all back in in the end.
After crew, I came home and took a long nap. I love my Saturday afternoon naps, hahaha. There's just no way I can go to crew so early in the morning and not take a nap...I'd be so grumpy all day it's not worth skipping it.

Anyway, I really want to see Notorious.
I can't wait for spring, by the way. This cold is ridiculous and I miss being able to go outside and play. :(

AWESOME.

Oh yeah, Jess is now on blogger!!!
Justin and myself have decided to come and make everyone on here look cool. :)

Sam tells me that I should blog about today so, I will.
Just got back from Wendy's night.
My mom is watching American Idol and I think I'm losing brain cells as we speak. This show is completely ridiculous and the contestants creep me out.

I finished my Seton Hall application today!!! I'm really excited to submit it and wai around for my letter. I just really want to be accepted. It's my top school and I'm barely interested in any others. So we'll see.

Yeahhhh so this is pretty cool. It's just like the Xanga I had my freshman year except people from school are actually on this. But right now there's some weird chicks on Idol about to rap so I'm gonna have to go hide somewhere...it's not looking good.

09!!!!!!
:D